Psalm 86 : 5

Psalm 86 : 5 - "For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive, and abundant in mercy to all those who call upon You..."
God is not reluctant but ready to forgive. There is no scarcity of His love and mercy, there is abundance. Before you feel worthy, before you clean yourself up, before you "do better" have you called upon your Heavenly Father for forgiveness? He is ready and eager to forgive, (1 John 1 : 9).